Showing posts with label WTF. Show all posts
Showing posts with label WTF. Show all posts
As anticipated, 90% of bloggers content between last night and today are about the 2010 Grammy Awards. I'm not going to go into great detail about who was there, and who appeared on the red carpet. I just want to say that as a whole; I was super unimpressed by the entire ceremony. Award shows are just not what they use to be. They have cut out half of the nominee mentions and accepting segments. Most of it was random artist performing. I hated EVERYONE's performance. No effort being put into a good show anymore. Less and less choreography and more and more lip singing.
I was not feeling Beyonce's performance at all. Probably, because I hate that song too. But I just feel like she's capable of doing more. Who knows, maybe the artist feel the same way, and their told that they have more limitations every year. Blah, she could've done another song. Or gave the people what they wanted and did something with Lady GaGa.
This was the only performance that I really liked. This song absolutely jams! Will.I.Am's hair was a bit disturbing, but the performance was great. Don't know when Fergie got that damn fine either...wow.
Maxwell, Maxwell, Maxwell...my man just doesn't sound the same anymore. Oh how I will forever love this song though. I will always buy his albums, but live.....oh no sir. Maybe it was just a bad night. I'm afraid to see what another unplugged album would sound like. I still love you though Maxie Poo!!
Taylor Swifts ass won album of the year over Beyonce and Lady GaGa. I'm not surprised though. Bey won 6 others though; I believe. Bottom line, I hated the Grammy's. I'm know that I'm not the only one either.
I was not feeling Beyonce's performance at all. Probably, because I hate that song too. But I just feel like she's capable of doing more. Who knows, maybe the artist feel the same way, and their told that they have more limitations every year. Blah, she could've done another song. Or gave the people what they wanted and did something with Lady GaGa.
This was the only performance that I really liked. This song absolutely jams! Will.I.Am's hair was a bit disturbing, but the performance was great. Don't know when Fergie got that damn fine either...wow.
Maxwell, Maxwell, Maxwell...my man just doesn't sound the same anymore. Oh how I will forever love this song though. I will always buy his albums, but live.....oh no sir. Maybe it was just a bad night. I'm afraid to see what another unplugged album would sound like. I still love you though Maxie Poo!!
Taylor Swifts ass won album of the year over Beyonce and Lady GaGa. I'm not surprised though. Bey won 6 others though; I believe. Bottom line, I hated the Grammy's. I'm know that I'm not the only one either.
So after Ye's typical outburst on the VMA's; he felt the need to apologize to poor Taylor Swift. That poor little country white girl! I felt so bad for her after his black ass got up there and acted a fool! We know Beyonce should've won, but damn give somebody else a time to shine! Don't throw shade Ye!! Anyway, here is the apology that he gave on the Jay Leno show.
**The video has been pulled, and I'm too lazy to go find another one**
Well, I must say that it ain't no Chris Brown apology. I can say that it's from the heart, but how many times do you have to apologize for your actions Ye?! We've heard it all before! He is like an award show hit man! I do hope that this is his last stunt though, because I like Kanye. He's a very talented dude, but clearly he has emotional problems. He doesn't know how to express his feelings in the correct way; whatever that may be. I thought he'd be more humble after the loss of his mother, but 99% of the time; people don't change no matter what happens in their life. Ye, something's got to give though. I know you said "you wanna check into the heartbreak hotel, but sorry we're closed", but you might wanna call them back! They may have some vacancies!
Well, I must say that it ain't no Chris Brown apology. I can say that it's from the heart, but how many times do you have to apologize for your actions Ye?! We've heard it all before! He is like an award show hit man! I do hope that this is his last stunt though, because I like Kanye. He's a very talented dude, but clearly he has emotional problems. He doesn't know how to express his feelings in the correct way; whatever that may be. I thought he'd be more humble after the loss of his mother, but 99% of the time; people don't change no matter what happens in their life. Ye, something's got to give though. I know you said "you wanna check into the heartbreak hotel, but sorry we're closed", but you might wanna call them back! They may have some vacancies!
Alright so Chris Jervis posted this link on Twitter this morning from World Star HipHop on Redman & Method man discussing child support. Apparently after Nas and Kelis divorce; Nas now has to pay $55,000 a month in child support on the brand new baby. I don't know how old this video is or how late I am on this news, but WTF?! For those who haven't seen this video already here it is. These niggas Red and Meth keeping it all the way real. And get this! I don't even think they are high!
These dudes made some valid points. Granted there are a shitload of deadbeat baby's fathers out there who won't come off a dime for their kids; $55,000 a month is ridiculous! I don't care who you are and how much money you are making. No ONE child needs that much money a month! My favorite point of this video was the independent woman thing. So many are hollering about how they are independent, but none of the shit they have came from their own hard work. Some nigga is stuffing their pockets for some reason. Whether it be child support, alimony or they are just fucking on the regular.
To be honest I think the kid might be a little messed up in the future. Their whole mentality on independence and responsibility will be spoiled. Seriously, if my daddy gave me $55,000 a month to my mother for child support growing up; I wouldn't think I needed to work for SHIT when I got older. Kelis is wrong for this man. I know that bitch ain't had a hot album since...NEVER, but get it how YOU live...not how your ex-husband lives. This is the stuff right here that pisses me off with women. I mean women who has had money running through their fingers for a little bit. They get greedy, selfish and clearly lose all sense of sanity. This made me a little mad; I can't lie. Respect to the fathers out there who are actually doing the right thing and paying child support. It's still fuck the dudes that aren't, but it's REALLY fuck the women hitting up the fathers for utterly ridiculous amounts of money per month for that baby.
Shout out to Chris Jervis again for posting the video on Twitter. Matter fact, follow me and that dude on twitter...
http://twitter.com/ChrisJervis <---Follow him
http://twitter.com/TNookie <---Follow me
I'm out.
Wow, it's so much going on lately. Death is like sweeping through Hollywood, the music industry; just the world period. This is crazy, but unfortunately something that we were warned about. In this sinful world death is the promise of life. Scary though, but it is what it is. Last week I found out that one of my favorite authors; E. Lynn Harris died at the age of 54 from a heart attack. Dude was still young! He was extremely talented. He was a homosexual man, and I can remember reading 'Invisible Life' back in high school. Back then I was struggling with my own sexuality, and reading his words and his biography helped me come to grips with myself as a person and what I prefer.
E. Lynn Harris' Bookshelf
I got em' ALL!!!
I got em' ALL!!!
Invisible Live
Feb. 1994
Feb. 1994
Just As I Am
Feb. 1995
And This Too Shall Pass
Feb. 1997
If This World Were Mine
June 1998
Abide With Me
May 2000
Not A Day Goes By
May 2001
Any Way The Wind Blows
July 2002
A Love Of My Own
June 2003
What Becomes of the Brokenhearted
(A Memoir)
July 2004
I Say A Little Prayer
August 2007
Just Too Good to Be True
July 2008
Basketball Jones
January 2009
He gave so much variety in is publishing's. Although, most surrounded professional athletes on the down low; the plot was always thick and unpredictable. He was one of my idols when it comes to best selling authors. It's no secret that one day I want to have my own works published. Life is getting shorter and shorter. Before I leave this earth, I want my words dancing across the minds of people worldwide.
Rest in peace Mr. Harris
Okay, I'm pretty sure there have been a billion blogs done on this topic, but I just have to put my 2 cents in on it as well. My Internet has been down, so therefore this makes me even more late on the topic. Anyhow, what is up with all the women going bald now days? I mean don't get me wrong, bald is beautiful…FOR SOME! However, this is not a dope move for all women to be making. I've seen plenty of women faded out and edged up, but this was before it was a ridiculous trend. The lesbian community went bonkers with it starting late last year. More and more of my rather aggressive lesbian friends are cutting all of their hair off. Okay, I get that. My studs out there want to be real live D Boi's, and I’m not knocking it. I just can't get with it my damn self.
The African models ripping the runways have been sporting this look for a long time. Grace Jones in all of her insanity dropped that bald headed love on us way back when as well. A lot of my natural sisters have been in the bald game for decades too. These celebrities took one look at Amber Rose and lost their damn minds. Solange Knowles has now chopped her shit off too. Looking like she just did a long stretch of chemo therapy and lost her edges along the way. Not saying they are following Amber Rose too, loll; but even the men are cutting the braids and dreads off.
Busta Rhymes
Trey Songz 
Maxwell
Slim Thug cut his braids off JUST this week
Bump all that man. I'm still going to rock my long hair and don’t care. Speaking of, does Lloyd still have his long pretty hair? I hope so, I'd be highly disappointed if he cut it off. I don’t trends, and if I did; this is one that I'd be passing on by.
**P.S. shout out to my ladies still rocking their own hair!**
Ahhhh…Fuck the IRS is all I gotta say. No tax return for me this year, and I'm a tad bit pissed about it. Having two jobs ain't all it's cracked up to be come tax season. So instead of gaining, I'll be paying this year it looks like. I'll see if I can find a loop hole somewhere. I was planning on using half of that for my camera, but hey, such is life. I'm a hustler, I'll just find another way, another day, and another grind to get that. I have to do it soon, because some projects have arisen and I'm trying to gain a little profit off of this investment. I'll get there in due time. This is a plan I have to baby until it grows into something superb. Besides, here is my take on the government and all political parties...
Yeah, until I see and feel the change; I'll think the same damn thing!
Gosh, my day almost started off kind of BLAH this morning. I'm still in a positive state though. Workload is light, and I have time to actually process all the thoughts going through my head. I hope this feeling lasts on through my birthday next week. I want to be in a good mood all week. No matter how shitty I think my life is. Shit could always smell worse and be worse. I'm surviving though, and I'm glad to have survived yet another year. I'm trying to survive these lessons in love too, but I'm not sure how long this will last. My nerves are being worked beyond repair. Lord knows I'm trying though. Feeling alone at a table occupied by two is never good ya dig? I'm not worried about that anymore though. I honestly feel like I've done all that I can do by my lonesome in that situation. I'm going back to the dugout. The Champ can step up to the plate now. Hope she don’t strike out, because I'll be entering another draft for the number one pick on another team! I'll save this love verbatim for "The Reason".
Seriously though, I'm going to need that swagger right, skin light, sexy mfer in office to hit me off with a $1400 stimulus check this year. I'll pray on that, and let ya'll know how that goes, lmao. Man, I've laughed through my entire weekend, and I've been laughing every since. Sometimes shit be so ridiculous that you can't help BUT to laugh. I'm serious, here is a picture of my ass today after all the laughter….
Whew. I need to gel my hair back like Al Sharpton, because I'm seriously trying to keep the hope alive! With his crooked ass. That's besides the point though. Making and moving money like Willard Smith in 2009, is still apart of the years goals and business plans. Buckle down Nookie, buckle down. Stop getting shit faced in the club, and start robbing fools. I kid, I kid. Don’t tuck your chains in on account of little ol' me. Besides, I'm too legit to quit now. That's crazy, because Hammer said the same thing and well we all know his outcome and negative income. I can't lie and say I didn't make a few bogus and ridiculous purchases and investments on ungrateful folks. I chalked them up as a loss, but I'm feeling that shit big time. I would love to hear the words from these fools mouths, "yo, Mica here goes that money you hit me with a couple months ago! I know you thought I forgot!" Ha! Don't matter, you live and you learn. Get your umbrellas, rubber ducky floatation devices, and safety kits out though, because I'm brainstorming, and this shit about to hit harder than Katrina, Rita and Ike combined.
Later.
*Side note* Funny how people fall off of their job (or maybe they were never on it to begin with), and when you least expect it; here comes someone out the woodworks with a fucking superwoman cape on picking up the slack. Bittersweet…
To the person texting my phone right now making me cheese harder than a Chester cat….thanks. Talk about a grand entrance!
I am hating this Tuesday with a passion. There will be no pics in this episode unfortunately. Stop reading the shit at any time. I'm about to go off. I'm about to make some people mad. I'm about to make some people think. I'm about to make some people regret. Regret the fact that they ever crossed my path.
I have decided to really hit the pavement and find me another day time job. Hopefully I can find a day time job that will eliminate my night time job, and pay me like they have some sense.
My workload is unacceptable, and for the first time its starting to stress me out. Maybe it's that 5 year itch. Next month will mark that anniversary, and I'm tired. I look back on all the shit I've done here, and my paycheck has NEVER matched such shit. I'm pissed. People are dropping like flies and I see why. I am so proud of my Queen Bea for living, but now I actually envy her, but she put in wayyyyy more time in this company than I ever plan on putting in.
I don’t understand why females get jealous when you talk to the next chick. I mean if you aren't even attempting to grasp and hold my attention, why get mad? I'm not about to sit around and look at your dumb ass and you not bustin' a move. If you're never around, how the fuck am I going to get to know you? People are getting besides themselves, seriously. Folks take this next quote for granted. "What one woman won't do, another woman will." You're in way over your head, if you think I'm about to chase your ass around, and wait on you. Ha! Kick bricks.
What would you expect from somebody you gave $400 to when they said they really needed it? It was clearly out of the goodness of your heart, because the person didn't mention one time about paying you back. Am I stupid for actually expecting this person to go the extra mile for me since I did them that favor? I mean I'm not expecting rose petals to be dropped at my feet every time I walk, but damn can the person just be there for me when I'm having a bad day? My sister warned me that my mind would be playing tricks on me after I gave up a sum of money like that. She said it's going to feel like the person has changed and is taking me for granted, when in actuality they are just doing the same shit they did before the money was sent. Ahhh…never again.
I feel alone in my relationship, and it sucks. I would say it was bad timing, but when is the timing actually good?
I powered my phone off, and I don’t know when I'm going to turn it back on. I don’t believe it's anything anybody can say to me to actually lift my spirits. I've been talking to God all day, and I'm doing alright. I don't throw pity parties, so actually depending on a unselfish listening ear has never been my thing. That will just lead to more disappointment, because people can't handle the problems in their own lives, how dare I expect them to handle the problems in mine? So if you're calling, leave a message. I'll return the call eventually.
This isn't the attitude I wanted to end my year in. So I'm going to have to take the next two days off in pure solitude. I'm going to drown myself in positive thoughts, words and encouragement. I'm diving straight into that Book of Proverbs, Galatians and Ecclesiastes. I want to start 2009 off right. I want to have a clear mind. I want to have a clear slate. Well not totally clear, because I accomplished too many things in 2008 to erase them ya dig? This is a year of continuation. Finish what I started.
I thought about deleting my BlogSpot, but I doubt that I will. I'm just going through it right now, and that’s only natural to want to escape from every part of the world. I saw a boulder on the side of the highway the other day, and I almost pulled over to see if my ass could squeeze under it.
I hope that my "friends" can understand my absence for however long. I haven't had a real sabbatical in a minute. It's very rare, I get a call just to ask me how my day is going. Or to ask me how I'm feeling. Or to ask me if life is treating me well, and if it isn't, was there anything they can do? Lmaoo @ that thought. It's more like calls solely surrounded by that person and their problems. I have always been and more than likely always will be the listening ear. People are not use to Mica having personal problems, they never hear me talk about it. I just got off the phone with a friend who was extremely upset about her day, and I listened. I am sorry that her day is going bad, and I hope that it gets better. I did what I do best, and swallowed my own feelings and threw a blanket over my own problems to listen to my friend. That's what I am supposed to do though. However, I need some time. Away from it all.
Funny thing is, I have to leave this job and go to another one and listen to people's problems. People it all finally catching up to me? My parents didn't raise a quitter. But they also didn't raise a fool.
I really just want to crawl into my Queen Bea's lap and have her rock me back and forth. Crying my little eyes out and just listen to her say everything will be alright. Listen to her say that she and God will take care of me. I've never craved the strength of my father's embrace before until now. I want to hear I love you Tamica, and I want the person to mean it unconditionally. I want the actions to match the actual words. Not you love me one day, and shit on me the next. That's getting old.
Whewww this is a depressing ass blog, and I'm sorry ya'll. If you had any sense you would've stopped reading a long time ago, loll. I have more to say, but I'll leave that for my prayers. If I'm not back before the first; I hope every one of you has a great new years.
peace.
I have decided to really hit the pavement and find me another day time job. Hopefully I can find a day time job that will eliminate my night time job, and pay me like they have some sense.
My workload is unacceptable, and for the first time its starting to stress me out. Maybe it's that 5 year itch. Next month will mark that anniversary, and I'm tired. I look back on all the shit I've done here, and my paycheck has NEVER matched such shit. I'm pissed. People are dropping like flies and I see why. I am so proud of my Queen Bea for living, but now I actually envy her, but she put in wayyyyy more time in this company than I ever plan on putting in.
I don’t understand why females get jealous when you talk to the next chick. I mean if you aren't even attempting to grasp and hold my attention, why get mad? I'm not about to sit around and look at your dumb ass and you not bustin' a move. If you're never around, how the fuck am I going to get to know you? People are getting besides themselves, seriously. Folks take this next quote for granted. "What one woman won't do, another woman will." You're in way over your head, if you think I'm about to chase your ass around, and wait on you. Ha! Kick bricks.
What would you expect from somebody you gave $400 to when they said they really needed it? It was clearly out of the goodness of your heart, because the person didn't mention one time about paying you back. Am I stupid for actually expecting this person to go the extra mile for me since I did them that favor? I mean I'm not expecting rose petals to be dropped at my feet every time I walk, but damn can the person just be there for me when I'm having a bad day? My sister warned me that my mind would be playing tricks on me after I gave up a sum of money like that. She said it's going to feel like the person has changed and is taking me for granted, when in actuality they are just doing the same shit they did before the money was sent. Ahhh…never again.
I feel alone in my relationship, and it sucks. I would say it was bad timing, but when is the timing actually good?
I powered my phone off, and I don’t know when I'm going to turn it back on. I don’t believe it's anything anybody can say to me to actually lift my spirits. I've been talking to God all day, and I'm doing alright. I don't throw pity parties, so actually depending on a unselfish listening ear has never been my thing. That will just lead to more disappointment, because people can't handle the problems in their own lives, how dare I expect them to handle the problems in mine? So if you're calling, leave a message. I'll return the call eventually.
This isn't the attitude I wanted to end my year in. So I'm going to have to take the next two days off in pure solitude. I'm going to drown myself in positive thoughts, words and encouragement. I'm diving straight into that Book of Proverbs, Galatians and Ecclesiastes. I want to start 2009 off right. I want to have a clear mind. I want to have a clear slate. Well not totally clear, because I accomplished too many things in 2008 to erase them ya dig? This is a year of continuation. Finish what I started.
I thought about deleting my BlogSpot, but I doubt that I will. I'm just going through it right now, and that’s only natural to want to escape from every part of the world. I saw a boulder on the side of the highway the other day, and I almost pulled over to see if my ass could squeeze under it.
I hope that my "friends" can understand my absence for however long. I haven't had a real sabbatical in a minute. It's very rare, I get a call just to ask me how my day is going. Or to ask me how I'm feeling. Or to ask me if life is treating me well, and if it isn't, was there anything they can do? Lmaoo @ that thought. It's more like calls solely surrounded by that person and their problems. I have always been and more than likely always will be the listening ear. People are not use to Mica having personal problems, they never hear me talk about it. I just got off the phone with a friend who was extremely upset about her day, and I listened. I am sorry that her day is going bad, and I hope that it gets better. I did what I do best, and swallowed my own feelings and threw a blanket over my own problems to listen to my friend. That's what I am supposed to do though. However, I need some time. Away from it all.
Funny thing is, I have to leave this job and go to another one and listen to people's problems. People it all finally catching up to me? My parents didn't raise a quitter. But they also didn't raise a fool.
I really just want to crawl into my Queen Bea's lap and have her rock me back and forth. Crying my little eyes out and just listen to her say everything will be alright. Listen to her say that she and God will take care of me. I've never craved the strength of my father's embrace before until now. I want to hear I love you Tamica, and I want the person to mean it unconditionally. I want the actions to match the actual words. Not you love me one day, and shit on me the next. That's getting old.
Whewww this is a depressing ass blog, and I'm sorry ya'll. If you had any sense you would've stopped reading a long time ago, loll. I have more to say, but I'll leave that for my prayers. If I'm not back before the first; I hope every one of you has a great new years.
peace.
Been wondering what Beyonce had coming up for 2009?
Well wonder no more. Here is a snippet of her footsteps in the upcoming year.
Well wonder no more. Here is a snippet of her footsteps in the upcoming year.
**Some of ya'll may have read this before. If so, laugh again!**
BEYONCE TO RELEASE 12 ALBUMS IN 2009!!!
EXCLUSIVE NEWS ABOUT BEYONCE'S NEXT ALBUM!!!
We've just received EXCLUSIVE news about Worldwide. Worldwide is the third solo album by Beyonce. The album is slated for release on January1, 2009. Beyonce has reportedly recorded over 100 songs, and those songs will be divided between 12 albums, and a new Beyonce album will be released each month in the year 2009 on the following dates:
January 1, 2009 - World Wide I (or WWI)
February 5, 2009 - World Wide II (WWII)
March 4, 2009 - World Wide III
April 8, 2009 - World Wide IV
May 6, 2009 - World Wide V
June 10, 2009 - World Wide VI
July 8, 2009 - World Wide VII
August 5, 2009 - World Wide VIII
September 9, 2009 - World Wide IX
October 7, 2009 - World Wide X
November 11, 2009 - World Wide XI
December 16, 2009 - World Wide XII
Beyonce will shoot a video for each song (300 videos in all, each song will be re-done in Spanish, and 50 will be re-shot in Swahili) And she will shoot a movie for each album starring as her alter-ego Sasha.
In keeping with the Worldwide Theme of the album Beyonce will visit 12 countries a month to promote the album. She is also having a special contest to give away free tickets to a concert. Starting in November, ifyou visit your local Kim's Korean Hair Care, if you find the OFFICIAL Beyonce Blonde lacefront wig in the store, you will win front-row tickets to her concert. We guarantee that this concert will be so hot,you may leave the show on FIRE!!!
Because Beyonce is such a kind and generous person, she will be visiting third world countries in Africa to pass out water, food, medical supplies, and slightly worn lacefronts and freakum dresses, because, as Beyonce says, "water and food are cool, but every now and then, when your country is poor and in the middle of a civil war, sometimes you have to go in the back of your closet and pull out that freakum dress."
Keeping with her tradition of giving new talent an opportunity, for the WorldWide World Tour 2009 Beyonce wants an all-gay band. That's right an all-gay band. She will be looking for the most talented and energetic gay male musicians to go out on the road with her. She needs the following musicians:
- 1 Drummer-
3 Tamborine Players-
2 Whistle Blowers-
1 Person to hold 2 flashlights, spin in a circle and, make the Siren Sound on Ring the Alarm.
She will be holding auditions in Atlanta-only. She figured that in Atlanta all she had to do was play "Get Me Bodied" on a crowded street and the all-gay band would form itself.
As with all of her other tours, Beyonce will be offering GoldPackagesfor her fans.
For the low price of $12,000, fans will be able to wave directly atBeyonce as she waves back at them from her tour bus. You will not be allowed to touch her or come near her, as we have discovered that some of you don't wear deodorant at these meet and greets. Also, no photos and videos will be taken at the concerts, as we have found that people post things on YouTube, even when Beyonce asks them not to. Go figure.
People who buy the Gold Package will also receive an EXCLUSIVE gift-bag which includes: a bag of Skittles, a bar of Irish Spring soap, 2 loose Newports, $300 worth unsold House of Dereon clothing, and 20 unsoldcopies of "Miss Kelly".
Fans will be able to pre-order all 12 albums on the following dates:
-Whatever day Janet's album comes out.
-Whatever day Mariah's album comes out.
-Whatever day Ashanti's album comes out.
Beyonce's not trying to compete or overshadow, it's merely a coincidence that her pre-order date falls on the same day as other singers' album releases.
A DVD-CD re-release will be done for each of the 12 albums, and DVDs will be sold from each of the 120 concerts that Beyonce will perform on tour.
So in all in 2008 Beyonce will release:
24 albums
12 movies
120 - DVDs
We will keep you posted about any updates that we recieve or you couldjust wait for official press releases or statements from Beyonce'spublicist instead of using Wikipedia, blogs, or message boards as credible sources.
People kill me. Literally they do. With their bullshit laced words; also know as lies, their melodramatic excuses, and their over nurtured insecurities. You know what this is called? Poison. It's something that people are constantly trying to force into other folk's world. People laugh when I simply request that they keep that shit over there. However, I'm not telling jokes. I'm serious. I have enough things going on in my own world to be dealing with the junk in your world.
It took all of me not to curse a few people out today. One with her constant bullshit excuses as to why she can't seem to deliver properly in a real friendship to save her life. I am oh so super done with that situation. I'm up to my pupils in selfish excuses. Since her head is so far up her ass that she cannot seem to see anyone else sincerely trying to love her ungrateful behind. Miss. "I have enough bullshit in my life." Ever stop and wonder if that is smell of your own shit overpowering your emotions? Probably not. Later for you and your so called busy ass life. Hope you don't drown yourself.
Poison - something that exercises a powerful destructive or corrupting force, especially in an insidious way.
Parasite - A plant, animal or your pathetic ass that lives on or in another, usually larger, host organism in a way that harms or is of no advantage to the host.
You ever try to befriend someone who was just nothing but a sad song? Their world was just full of negativity, and it felt like you were at a slow singing funeral every time you spoke to them? I've come to realize that sometimes people don¢t want or need your help; they just want to demand that your attention be focused on them. In order to do this they have to spread their poison in your world. They force feed you that apple. The same damn apple that Satan force fed Eve, who in turn force fed it to Adam. A chain reaction of deceit, sin, insecurity and stupidity. Our first breath taken in this world was a big chunk out of that same apple that was force fed to us by our fore parents. Yeah, we were born into a shitty situation against our own will. However, we still have some hopeless and helpless individuals still trying to force feed others that poisonous apple.
It took all of me not to curse a few people out today. One with her constant bullshit excuses as to why she can't seem to deliver properly in a real friendship to save her life. I am oh so super done with that situation. I'm up to my pupils in selfish excuses. Since her head is so far up her ass that she cannot seem to see anyone else sincerely trying to love her ungrateful behind. Miss. "I have enough bullshit in my life." Ever stop and wonder if that is smell of your own shit overpowering your emotions? Probably not. Later for you and your so called busy ass life. Hope you don't drown yourself.
Poison - something that exercises a powerful destructive or corrupting force, especially in an insidious way.
Parasite - A plant, animal or your pathetic ass that lives on or in another, usually larger, host organism in a way that harms or is of no advantage to the host.
You ever try to befriend someone who was just nothing but a sad song? Their world was just full of negativity, and it felt like you were at a slow singing funeral every time you spoke to them? I've come to realize that sometimes people don¢t want or need your help; they just want to demand that your attention be focused on them. In order to do this they have to spread their poison in your world. They force feed you that apple. The same damn apple that Satan force fed Eve, who in turn force fed it to Adam. A chain reaction of deceit, sin, insecurity and stupidity. Our first breath taken in this world was a big chunk out of that same apple that was force fed to us by our fore parents. Yeah, we were born into a shitty situation against our own will. However, we still have some hopeless and helpless individuals still trying to force feed others that poisonous apple.
Aquarius - October 22, 2008
This day could be a real turning point for you, dear Aquarius. Is it possible that you have finally learned how to say "No?" You are the one everyone turns to for help. As a result, you find yourself spending so much time on other people's problems that you have little energy or inclination left for yourself. This sort of situation ultimately helps no one. Put yourself first and there will be plenty of you left for others. If you allow yourself to become depleted, everyone loses.
So with that said, stop trying to put your poison in my world. Don't force feed me that apple. Keep your junk in your own world. Just suffered through a bad break up? Don't call me. I am not the person to fill that void of loneliness and hold your hand through something you need to be going through on your own. Do you honestly have nothing going for you in your life? Don't call me lying about the things you only WISH you obtained. I wrote a blog about broke folks lying earlier this year, and people are still at it. We all know you're broke, stop fronting. Had a bad week? Don¢t call me with no random attitude going off on me when you really want to bash the people's faces in that took you through the initial shit anyway. Take all the time that you need and kill off the parasite residing in your brain before you reach out and touch me.
Man oh man. What a day; Tuesday. Of course all fucked up things happen to me on Tuesdays, so this Tuesday wouldn't be any different right? Right. I was out sick from work yesterday with stomach issues. So I stayed my black behind at home, because puking all day is not the business while at work. Today started off pretty good, and you know to be honest it ended well too despite of the events that occurred.I've read plenty of my blog peep's posts about blog filtering and watching what they say. Well today I was called out about some things I wrote in my blog. Not by a friend or a family member, but people that I work with. It was bought to the management's attention that I wrote a blog about the company about a month ago. I actually deleted the blog, because I agreed with a couple points brought up during the meeting. However, I won't sugarcoat or filter anything that I say in my blog. I now know that I have more people reading my blog than I thought I did, and hey the only thing I can say is WELCOME! I'm not writing anything in here that I'm trying to hide or that I fear getting out. Everything that I write here is a part of me and the woman that I am today. Can't apologize for that. For writing blogs on the company's time and revealing the company's name; yes I'll sincerely apologize for that, as I did. Anything else will just have to be dealt with.
I prayed about the situation after everything was laid out, I thanked God for keeping my cool and that things did not turn out worse than they did. I ended up having a good day actually. The call volume at Comcast has gone down tremendously. It's still busy and people are still pissed off about their cable outages, but hey I still had a good one. I can't stress enough that life is all about how we digest things. I just make sure that I keep a smile on my face. The S-n-S crew also known as the search and snitch crew felt they were doing their job I guess. We all know haters are always on top of it right? I'm not even mad about it though man. I'm not changing my style nor do I plan on not exercising my freedom of speech and expression. POINT. BLANK. PERIOD.
So just to let all my readers know I will definitely be keeping up with your posts and commenting. It will just be done later in the day. For my anonymous readers; I LOVE YA!! MUAHHH!!
It's really good to be back with electricity, water and life back to normal again. I feel so indescribable right now. Despite the fact that I'm freezing cold in this office; I feel like a heavy weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. I found out some pretty fucked up information last night about the woman I've given myself emotionally to for the past few months. I won't go into detail, because I am about to light fire to her ass when the time is just right. However I do know that she has been lying to me all of this time. Lying to everybody for that matter. She is not who she says she is and is a total fraud. The recent stunts that she has pulled has caused her to be ejected from my heart to the fiery pits of my ass. Harsh, I know; but when you've been shitted on by a fake ass person, you'd feel the same way. I know one thing, it pays to be good friends with hacking white boys who find out information on people just for kicks. I got everything from one IP address that one can think of. It's scary when I think about it, because it really isn't that hard to find out where a person lives, their DL number, their employment address and any online history dating back 3 months, and the list goes on. I'll stop here. Don't get me started on what can be found out in emails either. Honestly, this makes me want to sign off and never sign back on. However, I needed to know some truth to this fucked up situation and I got it. *In my Eminem voice* "I know something about youuuu.." Now I can kill whoever this person is inside of my head. I'm satisfied. Oh and don't get it twisted, I'm no hacker, I just had to dissect this broad. I don’t make a habit out of this. So nobody be alarmed, I don’t want to know anything about ya'll. My duty is done.
Sometimes my life can be sooooo, wow. I attract some really crazy and dramatic people. There is never a dull moment in my life and each day brings on another set of bizarre events. I applaud myself, because I handle them well. I find the silver lining in every cloud and make sure I keep smiling through it all. Bottom line is I always come out on top. Double crossing me ironically only causes you to dig your own grave. I'll ruin a person's whole life, repent and wake up smiling the next morning. Forgive me for my honesty.
My scope told me to use today's initiatives and take advantage of the atmosphere to put together a realistic plan for my future. The rewards will be great. I have been living in la la land for the past few months and riding on a hopeless lie. I just got one rude awakening and now I have to catch up. I have to work double time to happily be face to face with my reality. Last night while I was sitting at home masterminding as usual, I was thinking about my next steps in life. From love to career to friends to school to family to religion. I feel like I have accomplished a lot in this year, but I still have a bit more to go as far as my goals are concerned. I'm going to put the whole love thing back on the shelf wayyyyy in the back again. That is only a distraction for me anyway. Gosh, this is going to be an awesome week. Last week was kind of shitty, due to that wack ass hurricane and the aftermath, but I'm excited about this week. Already I've pulled somebody's cards, got a super bonus at work, got my electricity back and it's only TUESDAY!!
Expect a lot of blogs this week. Shit only 4 people read this shit anyway, loll.
Sometimes my life can be sooooo, wow. I attract some really crazy and dramatic people. There is never a dull moment in my life and each day brings on another set of bizarre events. I applaud myself, because I handle them well. I find the silver lining in every cloud and make sure I keep smiling through it all. Bottom line is I always come out on top. Double crossing me ironically only causes you to dig your own grave. I'll ruin a person's whole life, repent and wake up smiling the next morning. Forgive me for my honesty.
My scope told me to use today's initiatives and take advantage of the atmosphere to put together a realistic plan for my future. The rewards will be great. I have been living in la la land for the past few months and riding on a hopeless lie. I just got one rude awakening and now I have to catch up. I have to work double time to happily be face to face with my reality. Last night while I was sitting at home masterminding as usual, I was thinking about my next steps in life. From love to career to friends to school to family to religion. I feel like I have accomplished a lot in this year, but I still have a bit more to go as far as my goals are concerned. I'm going to put the whole love thing back on the shelf wayyyyy in the back again. That is only a distraction for me anyway. Gosh, this is going to be an awesome week. Last week was kind of shitty, due to that wack ass hurricane and the aftermath, but I'm excited about this week. Already I've pulled somebody's cards, got a super bonus at work, got my electricity back and it's only TUESDAY!!
Expect a lot of blogs this week. Shit only 4 people read this shit anyway, loll.
Man this has been one hell of a weekend. The longest and worse weekend of my life. I just want to thank God that I still have my family all accounted for. Everyone, except my sister that is. However, all of the cellphones out here are pretty much messed up. "All circuits are busy." I know every one's experience through this while thing is different and on different levels of extremity. Right now I'm safely at my parents house in Richmond, Texas and am able to tell my story.
The storm surge in Galveston was 18-20 feet. You could just imagine how under water the city of Galveston is. People's homes are completely washed away. It will take years to rebuild the city.
Some white dude being lifted by the winds in Galveston. I thought it was pretty senseless to be doing this when he should've been evacuating. I hope he was found later.
All last week I had been hearing the news about Ike forming in the Gulf and had been getting emails at work with hurricane survival information. Like most people, I thought that it wouldn't be that much of a storm being that the first two were a hit and miss. So I just kept on working, anticipating my vacation starting on Monday. Thursday, the news didn't die down. Ike was definitely coming straight for my city. A few people in my office live in Galveston and La Porte right off the coast; directly in the eye of the storm. So people start to panic and business start to close down. My office officially closed Thursday at 1:00pm. I also got a message from Comcast on my phone stating that the call center would be closed until further notice.
All Friday was pretty gloomy outside. I went to get some breakfast that morning and all the stores were taking down their signs and boarding their buildings up. The storm was not to hit until 1:00am that morning and the city was getting ready. As ready as it could get. Galveston was completely evacuated; all except for a few stragglers. I honestly didn't' anticipate anything other than heavy winds and heavy rains. Nothing major. Boy was I wrong.
Friday night came and the wind was whistling outside my apartment windows. The trees were blowing so hard they were totally bent all the way back. By the time 1am hit, things were blowing every which-a-way. The power was completely out by then and we were left to nothing but the loud sounds of the storm. It seemed like it would never end. I heard part of the newly constructed building coming apart and smashing on people's cars. I had my car under the port, so thank God nothing hit it. I hard glass breaking and children screaming. I HATED IKE. I'm pretty sure everyone else did as well. Here are a few pictures of the damage done...
The storm surge in Galveston was 18-20 feet. You could just imagine how under water the city of Galveston is. People's homes are completely washed away. It will take years to rebuild the city.
This is a grocery store out here in Houston. Most of the buildings looked like this once the storm was done.
There was not a billboard in tact either. The freeways were covered in pieces of billboards; which resulted in the major freeways shutting down until Sunday.
Some white dude being lifted by the winds in Galveston. I thought it was pretty senseless to be doing this when he should've been evacuating. I hope he was found later.
Most of the city was in high water status. Some places more severe than others. I was stuck inside my apartment until Sunday. There was no way anyone could have travelled the roads after that.
Saturday was miserable. My cellphone battery was completely dead and I had very little food. The power was out and so was the water. It was steaming hot and the neighborhood was trashed. The complex was gloomy and pitch black once night fall came. Saturday night brought more heavy rains that lasted all night long. Sunday I woke up to more rain. I packed a back Sunday afternoon and made a 2 hour trip to my parents house that normally take 30 minutes. The roads were hazardous and cluttered with debris and flooded with rain water. I got to my parents house around 4:00 and they were sitting in the living room with their feet up drinking cappuchinos. I was too through. I was shaking, hungry, thirsty and hot! And they were parlaying! WITH POWER and steaks on the grill!! I guess it pays to live way out with the white folks in the gated community. Ugh! Uppity asses.
So needless to say, I stayed at my parents house all week. I was on vacation from work and I still enjoyed myself even though I didn't and couldn't go anywhere. Houston at that time had a curfew of 9:00pm. I went back to work on Friday and still did not have any electricity in my apartment. In fact the electricity was off for 9 days. The city was and still is black. The gas stations were horrible. Here are a couple pics from a crowded Chevron station I was at. Spent an hour and fifteen minutes trying to get gas...
I'm thankful that my family and friends are all okay. A lot of them are still without power, but they have their homes in tact and they are in good health and all accounted for. We are blessed and thankful for it. The city is still in a great deal of turmoil, but as the days pass; it's all getting better. I do pray for all the families that were effected by Hurricane Ike. I took the storm for another flop, but the next hurricane I will not sleep and be much more prepared for.
My blogging will hopefully start back up. I missed you guys.
"They smile in your face. All the while they want to take your place. The backstabbers."We all know some. We've been involuntarily drug into the tangled web of deceit spun by them. They grin from ear to ear in front of your face, but behind your back; they're dogging you out. They are running to people that you know trying to demote you in anyway possible. They are NOT voting for you and they are not apart of your campaign. They are the MOLE, America's Player and the weakest link. Man oh man.
Why do people stab you in the back though? I mean if you think about it; this person has to be full of fear. We already know that they are angry and jealous, because you are doing something with your life that they cannot do. That has to suck, I'm sure. I mean being incompetent is never a good thing. It's like having erectile dysfunction and you're trying to get your groove back. Ya just ain't got it. So you start to hate the person that does have it. You run your own campaign against that person. You start to spread rumors about that person to people that are close to them. You come up with all sorts of lies to make this person look bad. You take your unproven assumptions and you blow them up. Oh you've got them now; or so you think. However the joke is still on you. You still are incompetent and can't get it up. Oh don't get it twisted though; you're fucking. You're just fucking yourself.
Apparently, I've become famous online. My name is in all types of false and fabricated stories. I understand how pathetic people's lives truly are, but damn do you have to take me down with you? I know the answer to that; yes you do. I know, I know. It's okay. You have nothing else better to do than to jump into instant messages with people that you see close to me and try to throw me under the bus. Gosh, I'm flattered and all, but your attempts are not working. The people you are trying to persuade are not buying your lies. Oh but wait, you make sure to smile in my face though. You make sure to pretend like everything is all good between you and I. You're reading this blog as we speak and you know I'm talking about you, but you're going to play it off as if this is not your character that I'm dissecting. What's that called? Oh, denial.
Well, I guess I will declare this as another victory. I've done something in my life that has lit the fire under someone else's ass. People are making moves all in the name of me. Tamica Nicole. I love it! I'll keep doing what it is that I do, so you can keep up the work in following me. Keep my name on your lips and running off your fingertips. Having my ego stroked always feels good. Give me some more baby!
Tamica Nicole for President! Campaign on that haters.
Everyone who knows me understands my sentiments on kids. I can't stand them ya'll. However they love to be around me if I accidently end up in the same vicinity of them. And it's not like I'm super sweet to them either. Maybe they take me being mean and grouchy as comedy. Who knows? It's always like that. *Sigh*
My friend who use to work at the same company as I brought her 9 month old son up to the office to visit. I remember when she was pregnant and she use to ask me everyday, "Tamica are you SURE you don't want any kids?" She did it to irritate me for her own sick pleasures, loll. Elijah is so cute though. I was happy to see my friend and when I saw the little bugger I couldn't help but to smile. He is a very happy baby. He kept laughing and tried to feed me slobbered down crackers. Ugh. I let him sit in my seat and do some of my work…which ended up in him damn near crashing the computer. Smh.
This is so surreal! Me, a man, and some kids?! GTFO! Bring on the turkey baster, because this is NOT how it's going down!
My friend who use to work at the same company as I brought her 9 month old son up to the office to visit. I remember when she was pregnant and she use to ask me everyday, "Tamica are you SURE you don't want any kids?" She did it to irritate me for her own sick pleasures, loll. Elijah is so cute though. I was happy to see my friend and when I saw the little bugger I couldn't help but to smile. He is a very happy baby. He kept laughing and tried to feed me slobbered down crackers. Ugh. I let him sit in my seat and do some of my work…which ended up in him damn near crashing the computer. Smh.
I can't like some kids are cute. But I think they are at their cutest when they are sleeping and just for the simple fact that THEY AREN'T MINE! Omg, I would SO be an unfit mother. I'm surprised my niece and nephew survived their first summer with me. Boy did we struggle! I was reading a blog earlier about marriage and I've never dreamed of a big wedding. Married with kids, ha! Fuck no, that's not for me. I think it's a beautiful thing, when it works and two people succeed at it. Don't get me wrong. But for Tamica Nicole, I'll pass. People keep saying that I'm only 24 and I'll change my mind. Well I'm a woman who is very stuck in here ways. I've had the same "I wanna barf" attitude about it as far back as I can remember and it hasn't changed yet. Who knows though, maybe people are right. By the time I'm 30 I'll be married with 3 kids and dog.
This is so surreal! Me, a man, and some kids?! GTFO! Bring on the turkey baster, because this is NOT how it's going down!
Hyphy is a word I learned just recently from my "lady friend" (sorry babe). Of course she is from California, because we don’t say shit like that down here in Texas. The first time she told me not to get "hyphy" with her, I had to stop talking, because I didn't know what the hell she just said to me. I was at a loss for words. I've never understood most of the things that Californians said, especially E-40. So of course I looked the word up, because I was wondering how does one get hyphy. I mean I used my context clues, but I needed a solid definition. Of course Wikipedia would inform me of such tomfoolery.
"An individual is said to "get hyphy" when they act or dance in an overstated, fast paced, and ridiculous manner."
"Those who consider themselves part of the Hyphy movement would describe this behavior as "getting stupid" or "going dumb.""
"In contrast to much of popular American culture where these phrases would be considered negative or even insulting, Hyphy is distinguished by taking this kind of behavior as a form of pride."
"Those who consider themselves part of the Hyphy movement would describe this behavior as "getting stupid" or "going dumb.""
"In contrast to much of popular American culture where these phrases would be considered negative or even insulting, Hyphy is distinguished by taking this kind of behavior as a form of pride."
With the way I am feeling today, I just might have to get "hyphy". I am go glad it's Friday though. I'm cramping like a muthafucka and I just want to crawl up under my sheets and watch The L Word. I don't feel like "ghost riding the whip" (definite way to run yourself over with your own car) today.
Aquarius - August 22, 200
8It may be necessary for you to stand up for yourself today, dear Aquarius. Don't hesitate to get aggressive with someone if this is what it takes to get through to him or her. Just make sure that you are basing your action on facts that you know to be true. The reality of the situation could be a bit clouded, so make sure you proceed with care. There is an electric energy in the air that will help fuel your fire.
So I'm going to lay low this weekend. Go to work and probably chill out at the parents house. I may ride out with my sister to see her new place. Yes man, she got a place! She met her deadline of August 31st. She'll be out on the 29th. Go sis! I'm proud of her. She did what she had to do and got her shit together. So maybe we'll go see if we can get her furniture out of storage. Other than that, I'm staying inside. I'm going into Vampire Mode. I hope everyone has a great weekend.
Money is indeed the root of all evil. People lose their minds over an extra buck. Is it safe to say that we all live above and beyond our means? We do the most when it comes to clothing, cars, electronics and home furnishings. All for what? To keep up with the next man? To keep up with the times? For my people, this can travel back to the Willie Lynch letter and the "Willie Lynch syndrome" suffered by most black people. But we won't go there today. It pisses me off every time I read it; so Lord please don't let me go there today.
The greed of the green is sickening. I've asked a lot of people what they would do if they ever won large sum of money (say $1 million dollars) and a lot of people said they would invest it, pay off bills, buy a home, buy their loved ones a home, buy a couple cars, start a business and so on and so forth. However, with all these responses, eventually more money will be desired, aimed for and needed. Living within our means is hardly ever done. If we have money; we're going to go out and grab the more expensive items rather than the least expensive. I know, because I am guilty of the same thing. Then we have to work harder to make more money to cover that more expensive item, when we could've comfortably lived with the least expensive one. The greed of the green causing us to live beyond our means. With the end of the system of things; it'll only get worse.
What led me to this post was something that I thought was mere gossip yesterday, coming from my co-worker as a tip from her cousin that works at a window covering company here in Houston. Embezzlement was the rumor. $1 million dollars being stolen from the company over the time span of 13 years. The woman guilty of such acts fled to NYC to be with her parents when they caught her. I was shocked; for one she was black and not too many of us get away with embezzlement for so much and for so long. Secondly, she was a woman who will probably spend the rest of her life in jail. This morning my co-worker throws the Houston Chronicle and there the story was. It wasn't a rumor after all. The story didn't match quite the same, but when it's foretold by word of mouth, it never is.
The greed of the green is sickening. I've asked a lot of people what they would do if they ever won large sum of money (say $1 million dollars) and a lot of people said they would invest it, pay off bills, buy a home, buy their loved ones a home, buy a couple cars, start a business and so on and so forth. However, with all these responses, eventually more money will be desired, aimed for and needed. Living within our means is hardly ever done. If we have money; we're going to go out and grab the more expensive items rather than the least expensive. I know, because I am guilty of the same thing. Then we have to work harder to make more money to cover that more expensive item, when we could've comfortably lived with the least expensive one. The greed of the green causing us to live beyond our means. With the end of the system of things; it'll only get worse.
What led me to this post was something that I thought was mere gossip yesterday, coming from my co-worker as a tip from her cousin that works at a window covering company here in Houston. Embezzlement was the rumor. $1 million dollars being stolen from the company over the time span of 13 years. The woman guilty of such acts fled to NYC to be with her parents when they caught her. I was shocked; for one she was black and not too many of us get away with embezzlement for so much and for so long. Secondly, she was a woman who will probably spend the rest of her life in jail. This morning my co-worker throws the Houston Chronicle and there the story was. It wasn't a rumor after all. The story didn't match quite the same, but when it's foretold by word of mouth, it never is.
July 9, 2008, 7:02AM
Clerk's taste for high life cost her firm $6 million, officials say
By BRIAN ROGERS Copyright 2008 Houston Chronicle
Paying for a jet-setting luxury lifestyle — including tabs of $250,000 at Neiman Marcus and more than $100,000 at Kuhl-Linscomb for furniture — is how a trusted accounting clerk spent nearly $6 million she allegedly stole from her Houston employer, possibly costing many of her colleagues their jobs, prosecutors said.
Marcia Sinclair has worked for 16 years as an accounts receivable clerk for Gulf Coast Window Covering. For the past four years, however, she deposited checks meant for the custom window builder into her own bank account and pocketed millions, according to court records.
The 43-year-old was arrested Monday and is being held in the Harris County Jail in lieu of $12 million bail — twice the amount she is accused of stealing.
Sinclair is expected to hire JoAnne and Earl Musick to defend her in the criminal case, Earl Musick said. He said the father/daughter firm is handling a lawsuit against Sinclair arising from the same allegations.
Musick said he plans to fight the bail at a hearing in state district court scheduled for Thursday.
"They arrested her at home," Earl Musick said. "If she was going to flee the country, she would have already done it."
Sinclair apparently spent most of the money to finance trips, buying furniture and designer merchandise as she traveled to the Bahamas, Europe and across the United States, according to court records.
She particularly liked to shop in London for clothes, said Bryan Vaclavik, an investigator with the Harris County District Attorney's Office.
Problems linked to SinclairBack in Houston, Sinclair furnished her modest home with lavish items, including televisions in every room, paintings and sculptures from Europe, and state-of-the-art exercise equipment.
She also had more than 100 rings, dozens of shoes and "tons of clothes," Vaclavik said.
She also apparently had an affinity for sunglasses.
"It's disgusting," said Vaclavik. "We're talking about 61 pairs of designer sunglasses, with cases."
Bill Gaul, president and CEO of Gulf Coast Window Covering, said a cash flow problem led to 30 layoffs this year. He also said the company hasn't been able to fund the employee retirement plan.
Gaul said four employees have been hired back and the company remains solvent and doing business.
He said that even though the economy has taken a downturn, a significant part of the financial problem stemmed from Sinclair's alleged actions.
"What kind of company can just take a $6 million hit?" he asked.
He also talked about the extravagant expenses reported by authorities. "Instead of buying a $2,000 pair of shoes, she bought 12 pairs of $2,000 shoes."
Court records show that the company hired an auditor after recent discrepancies came to light. Soon after the auditor began asking questions, Sinclair stopped showing up to work. Eventually, the accounting problems were referred to authorities.
'It will happen again'Gaul said Sinclair was trusted with the company's finances. "She came up with us," Gaul said.
He also acknowledged that the company should have had safeguards in place to guard against the theft but said Sinclair was a highly trusted part of the company.
"It's another case of a trusted employee stealing from an employer," said prosecutor Lester Blizzard. "It's happened before, and it will happen again."
Blizzard said Sinclair was charged with the first-degree felony of theft because of the amount involved. If convicted, Sinclair could face a punishment ranging from probation to life in prison
*Sigh* Now why did she need all of that stuff? That's the greed of the green man. She cost people their jobs, sold her soul and now gave up her life for furniture, paintings, rings, shoes and sunglasses. Damn shame. When will we learn. Wait, we never will; not until it's too late anyway.
It is definitely crunch time here in the office today. For some strange reason, someone had the bright idea of pushing all deadlines up to this afternoon. I'm not going to worry about it though. Breaking my neck on the job is not something I plan to do. I'll do what I can and in whatever time frame I can get it done in. If I'm not given things until the last minute, it's therefore not my problem. Talk to the people giving me shit at 11:59. They are good for that over here and I'm good for not doing it until the next day, loll. They all can kick bricks.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
You don't want anyone questioning your ability to do your job and if your capability is being challenged now, you might just retreat into your shell. It's not that you are timid; it's just that you don't want to waste time and energy defending yourself when you could be finishing your chores and then going off to play. Avoiding emotional drama for a day or two may be the easiest way to get through any current awkwardness.
Wasting my time and energy on anything is a big problem for me. It takes quite a while for me to find worth in people to place my loyalty in. I've become the queen of moving the hell on in my older years. There really isn't enough time in my day to linger around people I know won't make the cut. I know if you will make it or not probably after one brief conversation. I try not to judge though. This is where I begin to give people the benefit of the doubt. This is where I become silent so that all of my assumptions can be proven wrong. Shut me down; please! This rarely happens though. Some people surprise me though. Their game is stepped up tremendously or I read them all wrong. Needless to say, those people are still in my circle. They are still apart of my network. Being in my world is not for the weak hearted or the weak minded. Either you got it or you don't.
Yesterday I wrote a blog on peace and understanding. Yes my standards are pretty high and I can be fairly shallow, but to avoid disappointment and to keep the peace; I don’t expect anything from anyone. I've said it so many times before. Everyone was who they were before they stepped foot into my life. People rarely change. Most things are just disguised; quite nicely, I must say. However, if you look deep enough and listen long enough, you'll see those things being so beautifully disguised. Classic example; the other day I was talking to a young woman for the very first time. Extremely beautiful; fine than a muthafucka. She starts off by telling me she was shy and wasn't the talking girl. Less than 5 minutes later; I couldn't get her to shut up if I tried. What was she talking about? A whole lot of nothing! I jumped in this one-sided conversation and brought up the fucked up conditions of the economy and she grew silent. *crickets* Completely blowing off my attempt for a meaningful conversation; she mentioned that she didn't watch any television for various reasons and tried to stay off the internet because of weirdos. A couple minutes later she asked me about at least 7 music videos she's seen on BET and did I YouTube much. "I thought you didn't watch television." (Oh, I'm tripping BET isn't TV; it's an evil brain warp for helpless Negros, lmao). This young lady, being a proven case.
Bottom line being; people just aren't equipped with substance anymore. Nobody has anything to say anymore. All I hear is gibberish. I think I'll go against my scope though. I'm not really feeling like retreating back to my shell again. I don't plan on running into any emotional drama either, because of the peace and understanding I have within today. This can be a test for me. Do I feel a bit awkward? Hell yes. Why? Sometimes; just sometimes, it sucks being the only one of my kind in this big world.
Something has been boggling my mind the past couple of days. At what point does one stop giving people the benefit of the doubt? When is it time to say, "okay, you've had your chance to prove your worth in my life and you've failed"? We all have standards; don't front, and sadly enough everyone we encounter will not meet those standards. This is one thing I hate about meeting new people. They do and say all the right things in the very beginning. That sense of "newness" is a MOTHER. It's proof that the grass is greener in that new territory, but you find out after a couple of days or maybe even a week that they don't water that grass daily. Now it's all yellow and patchy. Ugh. "New people naturally spark interests and most are on their best behavior. If they never had it, the act won't last long." This was quoted from a friend of mine. This is so very true. If you sit and wait long enough, people's true colors will surface. They aren't that same intellectual, courteous, kind and considerate person. Their speech changes, their tone changes, most things spoken of in the very beginning are never heard of again, no more "how was your day?", no more "good morning", no more 2 hour conversations. Silence has taken over. What a bummer.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
You don't want anyone questioning your ability to do your job and if your capability is being challenged now, you might just retreat into your shell. It's not that you are timid; it's just that you don't want to waste time and energy defending yourself when you could be finishing your chores and then going off to play. Avoiding emotional drama for a day or two may be the easiest way to get through any current awkwardness.
Wasting my time and energy on anything is a big problem for me. It takes quite a while for me to find worth in people to place my loyalty in. I've become the queen of moving the hell on in my older years. There really isn't enough time in my day to linger around people I know won't make the cut. I know if you will make it or not probably after one brief conversation. I try not to judge though. This is where I begin to give people the benefit of the doubt. This is where I become silent so that all of my assumptions can be proven wrong. Shut me down; please! This rarely happens though. Some people surprise me though. Their game is stepped up tremendously or I read them all wrong. Needless to say, those people are still in my circle. They are still apart of my network. Being in my world is not for the weak hearted or the weak minded. Either you got it or you don't.
Yesterday I wrote a blog on peace and understanding. Yes my standards are pretty high and I can be fairly shallow, but to avoid disappointment and to keep the peace; I don’t expect anything from anyone. I've said it so many times before. Everyone was who they were before they stepped foot into my life. People rarely change. Most things are just disguised; quite nicely, I must say. However, if you look deep enough and listen long enough, you'll see those things being so beautifully disguised. Classic example; the other day I was talking to a young woman for the very first time. Extremely beautiful; fine than a muthafucka. She starts off by telling me she was shy and wasn't the talking girl. Less than 5 minutes later; I couldn't get her to shut up if I tried. What was she talking about? A whole lot of nothing! I jumped in this one-sided conversation and brought up the fucked up conditions of the economy and she grew silent. *crickets* Completely blowing off my attempt for a meaningful conversation; she mentioned that she didn't watch any television for various reasons and tried to stay off the internet because of weirdos. A couple minutes later she asked me about at least 7 music videos she's seen on BET and did I YouTube much. "I thought you didn't watch television." (Oh, I'm tripping BET isn't TV; it's an evil brain warp for helpless Negros, lmao). This young lady, being a proven case. Bottom line being; people just aren't equipped with substance anymore. Nobody has anything to say anymore. All I hear is gibberish. I think I'll go against my scope though. I'm not really feeling like retreating back to my shell again. I don't plan on running into any emotional drama either, because of the peace and understanding I have within today. This can be a test for me. Do I feel a bit awkward? Hell yes. Why? Sometimes; just sometimes, it sucks being the only one of my kind in this big world.
Could this be a cynical Friday for me? For innocent people's sake; I hope not. TGIF though; happy the week is over. I went to bed last night kind of bothered on some ill shit. Me being the person that I am; I wasn't able to close my eyes in peace until I voiced my opinions, angers and polite "fuck you(s)". Yeah boi, last night Mica Mica was tight and for various valid reasons. Shall I list them? Great.
- Someone I thought was a very good friend of mine was suppose to take her first trip to Texas a couple months back. Of course the day she was due to fly out, some outrageous event takes place and she does not make it. Figures. Now, I honestly think the outrageous event was fabricated and she was hiding something. I voiced that opinion too. Of course she got mad and insulted that I thought she was lying. But trust me, if you heard the story; you'd think it was a lie as well. I kid you not. Things were never really the same since then, but I was led to believe that we got past it. But last night I go and read a blog she wrote entitled "My first trip to Texas". What?! So you couldn't call a bitch and let me know you were in town? You were in the club too? My spot; doing the cupid shuffle? Were you really still mad all this time? I mean you could've just told me that instead of making it seem as if we were cool. I respect people get mad and I respect some people don't get over it either. Early dismissal; you can go home.
- Yo on some real shit, I'm not ready for a relationship. The thought of it makes my skin crawl. So giving me ultimatums will only cause me to hit the pavement and move on to the next. I don’t want any agreements, I don't want to make any promises. This is what it is (whatever that may be)...period. If you're looking for security behind a title, look elsewhere. I can tell you I'll be here for you in every way that I can; for as long as I can and I mean that from the bottom of my heart. I see that already. Do I love you? Hm, I like you like a WHOLE lot. Do I think about you? Yeah, I do. Am I fucking somebody else? Stop asking me questions you don't want to know the answer to. You know how I do things, because it was laid out on the table from jump. I'm not going to miss your feelings with sugarcoated answers. So don't ask. Kill that relationship talk for the time being; you're making me feel like R. Kelly applying his back mole removal cream. Nervous than a muthafucka! This shit might work and it might not! I'm not ready to find out.
- Anyone have Windows Vista? Does it still have some glitches in the software? I JUST bought a new laptop and it keeps shutting down on me. $900 later; I don’t need that to be happening, AT ALL. I'm taking it back to the store today and if it is indeed this Vista crap, they can put Windows '98 on my shit, because I know that has been perfected as old as it is! I need my laptop for various reasons and I'd like my shit fixed now, please.
Besides the things I was T'd about last night; this was a good week. It went by really fast and I am glad of that. I learned that people will always have something to say about you no matter what you're doing in life. Stating that I'm so fresh you'll want to compete for it is an understatement. Bitches are doing THE MOST! There will always be somebody trying to drag your name in the dirt. I could literally be walking side by side; hand in hand with Jesus Christ Himself and still have somebody throwing rocks at both of us. Miss me with that! Untouchable, please believe me. "I can't feel your shots, because I'm way above your aim." Dig that.
I'm going to reverse this day into a more positive, focused and glorious one. I'm still smiling as always, because nothing can take that away. The scope suggested that I use my heart today and not my cool logic. Hm, logically speaking, I don't see that happening. Happy Friday people; have a great weekend.
- Someone I thought was a very good friend of mine was suppose to take her first trip to Texas a couple months back. Of course the day she was due to fly out, some outrageous event takes place and she does not make it. Figures. Now, I honestly think the outrageous event was fabricated and she was hiding something. I voiced that opinion too. Of course she got mad and insulted that I thought she was lying. But trust me, if you heard the story; you'd think it was a lie as well. I kid you not. Things were never really the same since then, but I was led to believe that we got past it. But last night I go and read a blog she wrote entitled "My first trip to Texas". What?! So you couldn't call a bitch and let me know you were in town? You were in the club too? My spot; doing the cupid shuffle? Were you really still mad all this time? I mean you could've just told me that instead of making it seem as if we were cool. I respect people get mad and I respect some people don't get over it either. Early dismissal; you can go home.
- Yo on some real shit, I'm not ready for a relationship. The thought of it makes my skin crawl. So giving me ultimatums will only cause me to hit the pavement and move on to the next. I don’t want any agreements, I don't want to make any promises. This is what it is (whatever that may be)...period. If you're looking for security behind a title, look elsewhere. I can tell you I'll be here for you in every way that I can; for as long as I can and I mean that from the bottom of my heart. I see that already. Do I love you? Hm, I like you like a WHOLE lot. Do I think about you? Yeah, I do. Am I fucking somebody else? Stop asking me questions you don't want to know the answer to. You know how I do things, because it was laid out on the table from jump. I'm not going to miss your feelings with sugarcoated answers. So don't ask. Kill that relationship talk for the time being; you're making me feel like R. Kelly applying his back mole removal cream. Nervous than a muthafucka! This shit might work and it might not! I'm not ready to find out.
- Anyone have Windows Vista? Does it still have some glitches in the software? I JUST bought a new laptop and it keeps shutting down on me. $900 later; I don’t need that to be happening, AT ALL. I'm taking it back to the store today and if it is indeed this Vista crap, they can put Windows '98 on my shit, because I know that has been perfected as old as it is! I need my laptop for various reasons and I'd like my shit fixed now, please.
Besides the things I was T'd about last night; this was a good week. It went by really fast and I am glad of that. I learned that people will always have something to say about you no matter what you're doing in life. Stating that I'm so fresh you'll want to compete for it is an understatement. Bitches are doing THE MOST! There will always be somebody trying to drag your name in the dirt. I could literally be walking side by side; hand in hand with Jesus Christ Himself and still have somebody throwing rocks at both of us. Miss me with that! Untouchable, please believe me. "I can't feel your shots, because I'm way above your aim." Dig that.
I'm going to reverse this day into a more positive, focused and glorious one. I'm still smiling as always, because nothing can take that away. The scope suggested that I use my heart today and not my cool logic. Hm, logically speaking, I don't see that happening. Happy Friday people; have a great weekend.
We're at the bottom of the week and it feels good. Time is going by so fast now days, it's scary. Can't believe we're already close to mid June. The end is near that is for sure, ugh and is anybody truly ready for that? If not, get ready, because it's coming! I could go on and on about the horrible conditions of the world and the people in it, but I'll stop right here. So enough on that depressing topic, loll.
So it's no secret that I love to write; hence the blog title, BlogSpot name and my prestigious lyrical swagger (ego stroker, dig it!). I am working on a novel and am writing a few short stories as well, that I may later turn into novels. As of right now, they are just a form of recreation for me and served a pastime for people interested in reading them online. The Reason; is where I write such stories, poems and go on my lyrical sabbaticals from time to time. Check it out if you please. Okay, so this brings me to my latest online short story, called The Nikki Memoirs. Most conveniently skip over this blog when I post, but that's okay. Those of you who are reading that series know that it's pretty much a psycho thriller. It's a bit out of my territory of writing and that’s why I enjoy writing it so much! It peaks my interest and I surprise myself so much every time I add on a new addition to the series.
So I'm actually tripping, because I've met a young lady who is exactly like this character in the Nikki series. Yo, and dig this; she goes by the name of Nikki. I won't go into detail about her personal business and why I'm so at a loss of words, but just know it's a little weird for me. It almost feels like I'm trapped between the lines of my own words. I don't really know what to make of it all just yet, but I feel like an inquisitive white woman who hears a loud noise outside her door at 3:00 in the morning. Instead of calling the cops, I go to the door and open it and yell, "hello". Goodness, I hope I don't get my head chopped off. That's usually the outcome.
Aquarius - June 12, 2008
So it's no secret that I love to write; hence the blog title, BlogSpot name and my prestigious lyrical swagger (ego stroker, dig it!). I am working on a novel and am writing a few short stories as well, that I may later turn into novels. As of right now, they are just a form of recreation for me and served a pastime for people interested in reading them online. The Reason; is where I write such stories, poems and go on my lyrical sabbaticals from time to time. Check it out if you please. Okay, so this brings me to my latest online short story, called The Nikki Memoirs. Most conveniently skip over this blog when I post, but that's okay. Those of you who are reading that series know that it's pretty much a psycho thriller. It's a bit out of my territory of writing and that’s why I enjoy writing it so much! It peaks my interest and I surprise myself so much every time I add on a new addition to the series.
So I'm actually tripping, because I've met a young lady who is exactly like this character in the Nikki series. Yo, and dig this; she goes by the name of Nikki. I won't go into detail about her personal business and why I'm so at a loss of words, but just know it's a little weird for me. It almost feels like I'm trapped between the lines of my own words. I don't really know what to make of it all just yet, but I feel like an inquisitive white woman who hears a loud noise outside her door at 3:00 in the morning. Instead of calling the cops, I go to the door and open it and yell, "hello". Goodness, I hope I don't get my head chopped off. That's usually the outcome.
Aquarius - June 12, 2008
The current astral energy enables you to see just how far you have become hooked into this current relationship, and whether this is healthy for you or not. It is fine if you are both happy with each other's company and are making progress, but if one or both of you are holding something back, then it is better to be honest with each other.
This young lady is indeed an interesting character, but I'm not sure if I should take heed to those pink, almost red flags and back off, or continue to proceed with caution. I've gotten advice from a couple of close friends, and because they know my track record with semi-insane women; they are telling me to run like the wind! Lmao, I may just listen to them this time.
This young lady is indeed an interesting character, but I'm not sure if I should take heed to those pink, almost red flags and back off, or continue to proceed with caution. I've gotten advice from a couple of close friends, and because they know my track record with semi-insane women; they are telling me to run like the wind! Lmao, I may just listen to them this time.
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