Um, and when was the last time I did Tuesday Rambles? Ugh, can we say slacker? I am just that. Horrible, a disgrace, total douche bag! I agree. And I'm sorry.
Truth be told, my Tuesdays have not been so bad as of lately. I'd like to think she has something to do with that. *big smile*
That's right, I'm back on team of love. One month deep into this thing, and although there is still more learning and kinks to work out; it feels good. Most of the kinks need to be worked out on my end anyway. I managed to snag the closest thing to perfection that I could get my hands on. That in itself has it's bitter sweet moments. I love it all nonetheless.
My operation "Pick up the Pen…Pick up the Pieces" is still in the works. I'm moving this thing right along. Summer 2010 will mark the pathway to a better future for me. It will make an impact on those who are in my life as well. My support system is stronger than ever. Now is a better time than any to make a move.
We Are Young Money comes out next week, and I will be going to buy that to see what they are talking about. This should be interesting. It better be!
Right now, I still have Trey Songz "Ready" in heavy rotation. I can't get enough of this man. "Invented Sex" , "One Love", "Does He Do It" , "Jupiter Love", "Neighbors Know My name", and "Black Roses" are all my jams!
The video could've been a little better though.
Latoya Luckett ft. Ludacris - Regret! OMG!!! Love this song and video!!! She still look like an average around the way H-Town girl though. I'm not mad about it at all. Hell, I'm from H-Town and I love my around the way girls! I'm feeling you Lady L.
I don't celebrate X-Mas, but I still have a X-Mas list haha! It goes as follows:
Louie backpack
HP touch screen desktop
Nikon Digi Camera
2010 Chevy Camero
Burberry Touch cologne
Samsung 50" HD flat screen
Taraji P. Henson in handcuffs, heels and a bow on my front doorstep. (sorry babe, loll!)
I know I will absolutely get NONE OF THIS!!! Well probably the cologne and desk top. That's about it though. It's all good; I'm blessed either way. I'm on my happy high. Anxiously awaiting my future steps!
A new operation is in order. I'm devoting myself to picking up that pen again, and getting back to letting my ink drip; outlining the footprints of every step that I take. I'm still totting my duffle bag full of ideas, dreams, goals and unwritten thoughts of success. My brain is oozing over with agendas for the new year. This will be a life changing year for me. I've worked my ass off all year only to hold a steady head barely above water. I'm proud of myself nonetheless, because I held my own. I was making it day in and day out by myself. However, it's time for me to take off. But I can't do that without making a change. A BIG ONE! I know what I have to do, and I'm in the process of taking the proper precautions. My daily routine will not be the same, and it scares me shitless, but it's time. I'll be twenty-six years old in two months. I have goals to meet by my 30th birthday; February 12, 2014.
Life without thankfulness is devoid of love and passion. Hope without thankfulness is lacking in fine perception. Faith without thankfulness lacks strength and fortitude. Every virtue divorced from thankfulness is maimed and limps along the spiritual road.
- John Henry Jowett
Wisdom, maturity, patience, love and thankfulness have all been taken to the next level throughout this year. Although, not everything went the way that I planned this year; I still came out on top. I've lost some very dear loved ones along this year's journey, and I miss them more than what any words can express. That alone lights the fire underneath me to push forward, and make my loved ones proud; those fallen and standing.
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