A bit sluggish this morning. Went to bed mad last night; so that pretty much defines how I woke up this morning. I'm turning the day around though.

I'm offically addicted to Twitter. Follow me!

I need my split ends clipped something serious! My hair is long and healthy, but it looks like shit when it's all uneven and whatnot. I'll be taking care of that and these unruly eyebrows come Saturday morning.

I completely missed the season finale of C.S.I. Miami last night arguing with my ex-girlfriend. Reason in being why I woke up with a major attitude.

I haven't eaten any fast food in the past 10 days. This is a historical moment for me. A woman who does not cook nor grocery shop; this is wow. I feel better too by the way. I'm actually eating 3 meals a day. Mom is proud, loll. Now all I need is furniture FINALLY, and I'll be an adult.
Going to read some of your blogs now…peace.

Lord, I'm secure in what I'm trying to accomplish, but I'm not trying to go crazy in the process. Monday, and I was actually ready to start the work week. Perhaps, I'm anticipating Memorial day next week. I enjoyed my time spent with my family so much yesterday, that I can't wait to go back. Welp back to work.

Have a good day.

Just a few Cd's you can catch me riding around Houston bumpin' in the Chevy. Some hot, some not so hot. Mostly new CD's, and this is just my opinions on some of them.





What do you ya'll think about these albums?

Almost three months since I've published anything here. Being so caught up in everyday life and every day problems just moved my blog to the backburner. Such is life right? Man, how can I reveal all that’s been going on with me in one post? Wow. I'll give it a shot anyway. I'm sure I'll miss something, but ya'll don’t need to know ALL of my business, loll.

Well, still working both of my jobs. Being a loyal employee to both companies. I haven't burned out just yet. The momentum is still going at a steady pace. I've accepted more responsibility at both companies. More stress? Nah, I don't take my work home with me. Can't go out like that yanno?

I've been spending a lot of time with family. My grandmother passed away on March 24th, and every since then we've all been trying to hold one another up as best as we can. She passed away at 96 years old in her sleep. Still living in her own apartment, walking, cooking, laughing and enjoying the remaining moments of her life. I've been recognizing the blessings in having such a strong legacy like that in my life. I inherited some amazing traits from my grandma. Strength, endurance, faith, loving-kindness, intelligence, and independence. The woman still had good sense up until the day she died, and you couldn't get over on her if you tried. You'd feel the hook end of that cane across the back of your head. Trust me, I know, lmao. The family took everything well, and we're just appreciative in the fact that she is finally resting in peace. She held us together. She brought us together on many occasions. Now it's up to us not to drift apart, because we are all we got.

I've been doing a lot of things for me as well. Pretty much been riding completely solo these past few months, if I hadn't been in the company of family. The friends are still around, but I haven't even been kicking it with any of them either. I've been grinding and concentrating on taking a new approach on life. 2009 has been a very interesting year. Major things have happened in these first 5 months. As if I didn't know it before, but this year has taught me that life is about as short as I stand. Too many people have passed away around me. I've been to 6 funerals in the past 3 months. So I had to take a step back from all the bullshit that I gave permission to seep into my life. I had to weed out the insignificant things, and concentrate on the things and people that really matter.

I've been taking my health into consideration as well. I'm only getting older and its only going to get harder and harder to maintain in a healthy manner. So I've had to make some serious alterations in my daily habits. I'm looking to kill two birds with one stone; health wise and financial wise. Straight discipline. It isn't easy, I'll say that much.

There have been some small altercations here and there, but none worth mentioning. you know I'm always in a debate of some kind with somebody. These altercations and interactions with seasonal people are just part of the insignificant things I've thrown down the garbage shoot. I can't entertain it anymore. Most have got to feel me on that one.

Other than the above things mentioned, that's about it. I'm ready to get back into the swing of things as far as my publishing's go. The page is under construction. I want to spruce it up, and give it a new feel. This month marked my one year anniversary on blogspot, and I'm happy to say that I'm still here. As long as my life goes on, I'm ready to write on.

Becca AKA B. Swag on it!

Me, doing what I do best...telling the world to fuck off!!

On my recent metamorphosis I've run into many different people, and encountered many different personalities. I've appreciated (when sober) the new tastes. Some bitter, some sweet. Either way it goes, it's different than the same old dishes I've been serving up. I love my crew, but we tend to all think alike. Probably, because we've been knowing each other so long. We've rubbed our beliefs, ideas and goals off on one another. Now we all speak the same language, and sometimes that becomes a bit redundant. I don’t dig change, but sometimes we all have to embrace it just to stay sane.

Aquarius - March 2, 2009

Try to spend some time interacting with the few people who don't always agree with everything you say. Whether they hail from different backgrounds, cultures or religions than you, they see the world from a different perspective -- and it can be very interesting to hear what they have to say about recent events. At the very least, it will be a good learning experience. When you only hang out with like-minded people, you miss out on some opportunities.

It's not always a bad thing to disagree. To me a disagreement is made up of the opinions coming from two intelligent people. The only thing is, if one or both of those people do not know how to communicate properly; it all goes downhill. This is where the frustrations come in. I appreciate it when a person has a different opinion than mine, and knows how to back theirs up. Who is to say who is wrong and who is right if you have solid evidence throughout your words? However, like I said; some people just don’t know how to act, or better yet; interact. Word to the not so wise…just shut the fuck up.